I'm sorry:'(

darling,
I know your heart's seen better times
I know our songs had better rhymes
before today, no...

darling,
I guess I made the wrong mistakes
I understand if you need your space
please take your time
before you go away, so far away
you need to realize


please don't forget the good days with me
I can make back the heart aching beat
when it gets dark and it's hard to see, I'll turn on the lights.

before you go away, so far away
I really need you to know

I'm not giving up
you don't have to leave
I am willing to beg 'til I break my knees
I believe in us
don't give up on me
boy, I know that you're hurting and I'm sorry for the pain,
I promise that I'll change,
forgive me, forgive me:'(

baby, it's not just you.
you know it hurts me too.
we had it all
how could we fall,
baby I thought we would never die.

baby, it's not just you that's hurting
it's me too:'(

Iloveyou for who you are:) you don't have to change

happy 7th months darling:)
wish I'm the only girl you love and love
wish I'm the only girl who knows your heart
wish you don't stop loving me, guide me, and caring me
wish you change to be a better man
wish we're together forever and ever
whatever you are, you know I always love you with all of my heart♥


mr. judge
when you jealous with my friend, but I've told you a hundred times and you don't wanna hear and believe me
back to top. whatever you are, you know I always love you with all of my heart♥


mr. know it all
when you say I'm blablabla without knowing the fact
but, back to top. whatever you are, you know I always love you with all of my heart♥

mr. play your game
when you wanna hurt me more than I do. but in fact I never meant to hurt you. it just your jealousy and your selfishly feeling. but whatever you are, you know I always love you with all of my heart♥


mr. bring me down
when you start ignoring me with no words and your threat. and you just let me feel my pain alone and crying all the time. and I remind you once more whatever you are, you know I always love you with all of my heart♥

for whatever my man is, I am his forever more♥

Ardhya Nuh Prananta ♥ Anettia Raharjo

sory, but I love you so much my man. I'm sure

dear my blog,
aku bingung banget sm sikapku yg jadi ignoring him over and over again, but don't know why:'(
sampai akhirnya dia mikir yg aneh aneh ttg aku, ttg perasaanku yg dia bilang berkurang ato sgala macem
aku sendiri bingung, kenapa aku?
what's wrong with me?
kasihan dia:"(
aku gamungkin ky gini trus. aku harus berubah ky dulu lagi
aku gamau bikin luka yg dalem banget buat dia, aku gamau bikin dia kecewa dn akhirnya give up gitu ajaa
gakboleh! gakboleh ky gitu!
aku gak mau ini berakhir gitu aja. aku pasti bisa

for my man, I really sory for what I did lately:'(
I will change, I will hold on to it. so please don't you walk away from me:'(

my man,
I love you so much, but you'll never know
all my life is just despair, but I don't care
when you take me in your arms, the world is bright

I love my man so much 

he's one thing that I've got, that's my man
cold and wet, tired you bet
all I wanna forget, with my man I don't care about all

he's much for looks and he's hero out of books
he's my man

two or three girls has he likes, maybe a thousand girls
but I'm sure they aren't as well as me,
I love him


whatever my man is, I am his forever more♥

L.O.V.E my ardhya♥♥♥

I said I'd never write a song about love
but when it feels this good a song fits like a glove
when you hold me and you tell me
that you missed me, and you kissed me
fuck it I'mma write a song about love

you're my key - you unlock me
keep me close, keep me safe, keep me happy
so sweet - oh love
It's destiny - so nothing stops me
I'll tell the world that you're mine and you got me
so sweet - oh love
I'm in love
L.O.V.E - love

see love doesn't choose a boy or a girl, nope
when I met you, you hugged my heart and filled my world
so you can stare - I don't care
you're the one ain't going nowhere
so fuck it I'mma be honest with you

you're my key - you unlock me
keep me close, keep me safe, keep me happy

so sweet - oh love
it's destiny - so nothing stops me
I'll tell the world that you're mine and you got me
so sweet - oh love
I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love

my boyfriend that makes me laugh,
the puzzle pieces fits exact to my half
I've never felt this way, sometimes I'm stuck with what to say
you hold my hand when I'm driving
you dry my tears if I'm crying
and we just laugh if were fighting

I love you, you love me more
I love you more more
you love me more
I love you more
I love you more

it's destiny - so nothing stops me
I'll tell the world that your mine, and you got me
so sweet - oh love

I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love

L.O.V.E

♥ Ardhya Nuh Prananta ♥

CAMERON MITCHELL:3

kalian penggemar glee? brarti taukan kalo ada acara baru yg namanya Glee Project? gapernah tau?
ympun ituloh yg di starworld. mainnya senin - jumat jam 19-30 trus kalo slasa - sabtu ada yg di jam 08-30 sm jm 14-30
jadi Glee Project itu ajang kaya' pemilihan remaja bertalented untuk menjadi bintang tamu di gleeS3. tentunya, pertamanya mereka disisihkan jadi 12 orang terus mereka tuh kaya nyanyi, rekaman, latihan, buat video, gituuu
pertama kali liat  Glee Project aku loncat loncat kgirangan gara gara liat cwo cakep trus suaranya bagus, agak kalem, tinggi. uuuuugh cakep dah pokoknya:3
cwo ini bener bener menarik perhatian waktu aku pertama kali nonton Glee Project! suka banget sama tampang silly-nya dia, suaranya yg serak, uniknya dia, and he is the most of all a loyal and cute man in that program! ;D
penasaran sm dia?
aku punya banyak fotonya wkwk
kan pas waktu itu aku langsung onlen trus cari cari foto fotonya dia and theeeeeeeen aku nemu fotonya uuuuuuu:3
hihi
check this ouuut!

CAKEEP KAAAAN? IYALAAAH:3

ini waktu dia nangis gara gara di cium lindsay waktu di baby it's cold outside. unyuu ya:3

ini cameron sm damian, biasanya panggilanya camian♥

ini damian, hannah, sama CAMERON:3 mreka bertiga sahabatan

WHAT THE?!!! ENVY-..............-

 slowdown net, basa aja kalo liat ini. biasa aja! plis biasa aja net! *padahal ngeliatnya sambil lempar piring

APAA APAAAAN INI?! ARGH LINDSAAAY! *sambil makan kaca

ini cameron sm lindsay waktu di lagu baby it's cold outside

that should be me:(

jantungan! OMG! udara mana woy udara! *lompat dari air terjun*

hmmmmm, still want more? oke aku juga ga bosen kok haha

aaaaaaw ini yg pas ini keren ya:3 rambutnyaaaa awaw

camiaaaaan agaainƪ(♥͡▿♥͡)ʃ

omayogaaaat! so wonderfuuul:3

okey, this is the last. fiuuuh~ aku bilang juga apa. cakep kan? wkwk

sekian dn terimakasi, bye~

~for my bf: don't be jealous, you're my most favorite boy, and you're the most handsome and cool boy♥♥♥~

OMG! MY BOY IS FUCKING COOL! NO WAY FOR HER! I REALLY WANNA KILL THAT BITCH!

damndamndamn!
you know what?
dateng lagi bitch d antara aku sm dia-.-

aku bener bener gasuka ya, aku bener bener benci sm itu cwe
kamu tau knpa?
krna cwe itu udah kegatelan
aku jijik sumpah, aku gabisa terima kalo my future husband harus foto dempet dempetan, rangkul rangkulan, foto berdua sm itu cwe!
aku juga gabisa trima my future husband harus perhatian sm cwe itu! aku gakbisa terima! gabisa! :'(
sakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit banget waktu tau itu
sumpah ya aku udah benci sm cwe itu
bitch!
aku uda benci sekali, dn aku bakal benci slamanya!
najis!
sekian, dn trimakasih

did you know I miss you so much?

damn!
kmaren kita uda rencanain hari ini, malem ini, jam ini kita ketemu kan?
ak bakal k ruma mu
ak udah nanemin itu, dn aku berusaha sebisa mungkin buat ketemu kamu gimanapun itu caranya
krna emg ak pengen banget ketemu kamu, ak takut aku gabisa ketemu kamu lagi:(
besok ak udah mudik. sedangkan kita udah 2 hari blm ketemu

aku gak marah kalo malem ini kita gak ketemu krna kamu ngga ngebolehin aku kluar malem
tapi aku sedih, kamu pergi tanpa ijin aku, bahkan aku gatau kamu dimana? ngapain? skarang ini
kamu ingkar janji, harusnya kita ketemu malem ini. kamu pergi sm temenmu
kamu bilang aku yg ingkar janji
asal kamu tau aku udah bela belain pulang cepet, krna aku tau janjiku sm kamu
aku uda bertekad buat ketemu kamu malem ini
tapi kamu apa? kamu putar balik in smua fakta, kamu jahat!
kamu yg ingkar janji, bukan aku:'(
kamu egois
you know? you broke my heart over and over.. but in my mind, I never want to do the same thing to you

tapi coba kamu? aku salah apa?
knpa bilang "kamu ingkar janji bisa, aku juga bisa"
sekarang, siapa yg ingkar janji?
kamu sayang. aku uda mau ksna. jahat ya kamu:'(
jahaaaat banget
kalo emg kamu lagi d luar ruma, coba skali skali kamu yg k ruma ku. kalo emg kamu emg niat ketemu sm aku
aku tunggu inisiatifmu bilang gitu yang. jangan suru aku yg gerak trus tapi apa yg aku lakuin smuanya salah d matamu
aku bakal seneng banget yang meskipun cuma bisa liat mukamu
itu uda cukup buat obatin kangen ku k kamu yg bener bener gabisa di bendung

I miss you

my confession about him, still about him♥

I confess you are the best thing in my life 

I love you. you... you complete me
you opened up my heart, made me believe in love once again
I know a thousand boys, I've seen a million boys, but stil you that I think every time before I sleep
you are the only person that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time

just because I have a smile on my face, doesn't mean that something is not bothering me
just because I love you, doesn't mean you could take me for granted
regardless of how you treat me, I still love you with all of my heart 
never thought you'd treat me this way. but it's okay, I'm strong, but that's hurt me so much
if only you knew how it feels to be in my place. you'd hate yourself for how you're treating me
if I treated you the way you treated me, you will hate me 
I wish I could give you my pain that I feel, not to hurt you, but for you to understand how much you hurt me

yes, whatever you do I still love you but don't make me hurt more deeply
you broke my heart. But I still love you with all the pieces
I'll fight for you, I'll fight for us. because what we have is definitely worth it
I'm a lover, not a fighter. but if it's for my love, I'm ready to fight 
I'm gonna fight for you until your heart stops beating
you're someone worth fighting for. someone I'll never forget  even if we lost contact
things are so dramatic with you. sometimes, we fight like it's world war III, but I'm still crazy love you 

I told you I loved you but you never believed it
I love you but you make it so hard
I love you, I love with my heart and soul. when you push me away, it kills my smile and my day
I always forgive you but I never forget. learn from our mistakes but I won't regret what we have

I wanna tell you that you mean all the world to me, and you've success changed my life
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side. forever and ever.
I can't promise that I'll be here for the rest of your life, but I can promise that I'll love you for the rest of my life

my future husband:)

I love my sistha more more and more each day♥

aku sayang sm adekku anisa arum raharjo, ica:)
gimanapun kerasnya dia, jahatnya dia aku sayang sm ica:)

aku

ica

*nangis* mb anet bilang sm mas dea, mu minta tolong, kalo mb anet mu jodohin ica sm rian, mb anet lakuin ini soalnya mb anet gamau liat ica sedih trus, mb anet sayang sm ica tapi mb anet ngga ngerti mau ngungkapin ky gimana k ica sayang. mb anet takut kalo ica marah, ngambek setiap mb anet ajak mas dea k ruma. mb anet sedih liat ica ky gitu. nggak kak, ica nggak marah sm kakak kalo mas dea kesini, ica cuma takut sm mas dea. mas dea nggak pernah nyapa ica, mas dea beda kak. masalah aku sm rian, biar ica yg slsein sendiri. ica loh punya rencana. makanya ica gamau d jodoin sgala. ica jangan sekali sekali panggil ica anak kecil, ica itu dewasa karna cinta tau hehe katanya ndok gitu kak. haha nggak kok, mas dea lucu. mungkin karna kalian blm deket aja. ntar mb anet bilangin deh. iya mb anet minta maaf. abis mb anet ngga ngerti caranya biar adek seneng huhu. iyaudah kakak bikin ica seneng pake cara yg lain aja, kalo masalah cinta biar ica, rian sm Allah aja yg tau. haha gaya ya omongan ku *hening* kak, aku pengeeeen banget bikin rian sayang sm aku sama ky dia sayang sm kakak, dia nungguin kakak smpe ky gitu. harusnya kakak tetep bales sms nya rian, angkat telfonnya rian tapi kakak bilang k dia d tegaskan lagi kalo mb anet gamau kasi harapan dn mb anet gapunya perasaan apa apa buat rian. kak, bole kan ica sayang sm rian. ica pengen ngembaliin semangatnya rian, tuhkan ica jadi ikut nangis. ica sebel nih. iya dek, silahkan mb anet nggak ngurusin kok, mb anet yakin pasti adek bisa. adek sewasa banget ya *peluk* tapi masalahnya mas dea blm bales smsnya mb anet. mb anet bingung atasin egoisnya dia dek, atasin pikiran pikiran negatifnya dia. percaya sm mb anet aja nggak dia itu dek, slalu nurutin pikiran negatifnya. itu yg ica takutin dari mas dea. gabisa percaya sm kakak, sering bikin kakak nangis. liat mas dea aja ica udah takut, gmna mau ngmong. kaaaak, liat nih ica nangis lagi! ica benci nangis! dan ica benci org yg nangis. ica tau kakak sabar, kakak kuat, ica tau. soalnya kakak punya ica sm mas dea yg keras kepala, egois dn gak jelas maunya apa. tapi kakak bisa ngadepin kita berdua karna kakak sayang sm kita. ica yakin kakak pasti bisa lewatin ini, kakak pasti kuat, kakak pasti baikan sm mas dea. kakak sayang kan sama ica? kalo sayang sm ica plis mohon kakak jangan nangis lagi ya *ica cium jidatku*

me and my sistah, jadi itu aku yg pake baju pink, dn itu ica yg d sebelaku:*

my lovely sistah:) the best sistah eveer!

yg jelas aku, sbg kakaknya gatau ternyata ica udah tumbuh dewasa dn bisa mikir sedewasa ini

loveyou ica sayaang:*

best thing I never had

what goes around comes back around, hey, my baby
what goes around comes back around, my, my, my baby
I say, what goes around comes back around, hey, my baby
what goes around comes back around

there was a time I thought that you did everything right
no lies, no wrong
boy, I must've been out of my mind
so when I think of the time that I almost loved you
you showed your ass and I, I saw the real you

thank God you blew it
I thank God I dodged a bullet
I'm so over you
so, baby, good lookin' out

I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
'cause, honestly, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
you turned out to be the best thing I never had
and I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
oh yeah, I bet it sucks to be you right now

so sad, you're hurt
boohoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
you don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
when I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
you showed your ass and baby, yes, I saw the real you

thank God you blew it
I thank God I dodged a bullet
I'm so over you
baby, good lookin' out
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
'cause, honestly, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said you turned out to be the best thing I never had
mmm, and I'll never be the best thing you never had
oh, baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
it's time to face the facts
that I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
thank God I found the good in goodbye

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
'cause, honestly, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
oh, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
and I will always be the best thing you never had
ooh, best thing you never had

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
'cause, honestly, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
oh, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
and I will never be the best thing you never had
oh, baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

goes around, comes back around
goes around, comes back around
bet it sucks to be you right now
goes around, comes back around
I bet it sucks to be you right now
goes around, comes back around
I bet it sucks to be you right now

you have no idea how hard it is for me to force myself to stop thinking about you

okeee, sekarang aku uda naik jadi kelas 2 anak IPS wkwk
akhirnya kan aku masuk IPS tapi kelas 2 ini nyebelin
aku kurang kenal sm anak anak kelas ku yg baru, aku pisah sm temen temen di PERMEN ASEM
temen temen ku di kelas baru pada ngumpul sendiri sendiri! sedangkan aku?
aku cuma cwe cupu yg ga ngerti mu temenan sm siapa, dn aku tau mungkin aku membosan kan bagi mreka
but, who's care? aku biasa aja. masi banyak temen ku yg lebi ngerti aku daripada kalian
aku yakin ntar kalian bakal dateng ke aku sendiri kalo kalian butuh

banyak banget yg nyebelin di kelas 2 ini, salah satunya buat satu satunya pacarku yg paliiiiiiing aku sayang♥
buat dia, aku naik kelas 2 ini bagaikan malapetaka
kasian dia jadi susah buat ketemu aku, padahal biasanya tiap hari kita ketemu gapake kecuali! uuuugh! :(
aku kelas 2 ini kita jadi seriiiiiiiiing banget berantem gara gara jarang ketemu
kita jadi sering kangen ga jelas
kita jarang ketemu
kita jarang komunikasi
kita jarang pelukan
aku jadi jarang tidur d bahunya dia
aku jadi jarang tidur siang d rumanya dia
aku jadi jarang ngeliatin dia makan
aku jadi jarang ngeliatin dia tidur siang
aku jadi jarang ngeliatin dia main game
smua smuanya yg biasa kita lakuin jadi jarang banget bisa kita lakuin karna ak kelas 2 ini:(
kamu juga kurang dapet perhatian dari aku gara gara kelas 2 ini aku masuk siang:(

tapi yg aku lakuin, aku cuma bisa percaya sm kamu
meskipun kamu ragu sm aku. kamu mikir aku uda ada cwo lain, aku naksir temenku sekelas ato apapun itu lah
meskipun kamu mikir aku sibuk, sesibuk apapun aku. kamu slalu hadir d pikiranku kapan pun itu
aku harap kamu nggak minta perempuan lain buat gantiin posisi ku ya
karna aku juga gabakal ngelakuin itu
punya kamu itu udah bersyukur banget aku sayang
so plis stop thinking that I'm searching for another boy! only you who can complete my life
trust me, I never want anyone else. I trust you
you know I don't easily trust people with my feelings.. so when I trust you with all I've got. please don't make me regret it

maafin kalo kita jadi jarang ketemu:( soalnya ya gitu, aku musti skolah
kalo aku bisa protes k skolah minta masuk pagi sih oke aku jabanin! tapi ini uda peraturannya kalo kelas 2 masuk siang, ngerti ya sayang
mungkin kita bakal jadi jarang ketemu, tapi aku gak pernah diem tentang itu
aku pasti berusaha buat kita biar bisa ketemu trus ky kemaren kmaren
aku juga mohon, jangan terlalu banyak mikirin negatif tentang aku, tenang aja sayang
aku disana sekolah kok, cuma skolah
aku juga gabakal cari cwo d skolah. buang buang waktu aja! lagian aku uda punya yg sempurna, kamu sayang♥
aku gabakal selingkuh lah apalagi cari cwo lain, sudah terlanjur aku perjuangkan cinta ku sm kamu
percuma aku nangis darah buat kamu kalo akhir akhirnya aku selingkuh ato cari cwo lain!
munafik dong aku kalo ky gitu, padahal uda dari awal kamu ngubah aku, kamu jadiin aku princess mu, kamu bikin aku jatuh cinta, kamu bikin aku mabuk kepayang, kamu bkin aku pertahanin ini smua aeberapa pun sakitnya aku, sayang



smuanya karna kamu, aku senyum, aku nangis. loveyouuu♥♥

if you call me baby or boo or honey or sayang or lovely. please make sure I'm the only one you calling that

masih inget waktu kamu ulang tahun kmaren, 08.06.2011
ak liat hapemu, tapi gatau knpa tumbenan gabole. tapi ak tetep maksa
oh ternyata..........................
di sent item ada yg kamu pangil SAYANG selain aku
sakit tau, karna ak mikir kamu cuma aku aja yg kamu panggil dengan sebutan istimewa itu
ternyata ada perempuan lain yg kamu panggil dengan sebutan itu. kecewa berat:'(
tapi kamu cuma jawab aku "iya, itu R**i dulian yg panggil sayang, bukan aku"
dalem hatiku aku cum bilang "TERUS KENAPA KAMU IKUT IKUTAN PANGGIL DIA SAYANG!
kamu gak pernah mau liat aku lebih dalem ya. kamu slalu mikir ak gapunya perasaan, bagiku panggilan sayang itu cuma buat kamu aja, gaperna buat yg lain. tapi ternyata d bales ky gini. sakitnya:'("

dan ternyata gak cuma 1 orang. ada salah satu cwe juga yg kasi hppy bday buat dia dan dia cuma jawab aku "halah, aku sm dia uda lama kok panggil sayang sayang ky gitu, tapi ya skrg uda nggak lagi kok"
ak cum bilang dalem hati "apa? nggak! buktinya itu masih!
haduh kamu pacaran sm siapa sih?
manusia apa batu apa patung apa boneka?
kok segitunya anggep aku gapunya perasaan.
apa kamu anggep aku bukan pacarmu?
apa emg masi banyak lagi yg lain? "
masi banyak lagi yg ada d pikiran ku, I'm silently broken
ak gamau jadi egois. ak gamau ngerusak bahagiamu waktu itu. mungkin aja kamu seneng kan:)
ak mending mendem sakit hati ku, daripada harus ngomel dn ngerusak harimu.
aku sayang sama kamu ARDHYA NUH PRANANTA.
ak mau kasi kamu kesempatan buat kamu berubah
jangan di ulangin lagi ya? aku gasuka. aku kecewa. aku sakit hati. aku down
meskipun kamu ngga peduli. coba hargain perasaan ku ya.
liat aku lebih dalem lagi, aku punya perasaan, sayang.
aku cuma perempuan, yg mudah rapuh meskipun aku nutupin itu smuanya di depan kamu
aku mohon bisa ya ngerti aku:)
aku udah bisa ngertiin nih, aku maklumin yg ini dn aku kasi kesempatan kamu buat berubah sayang, jangan kecewain aku lagi plis:(

lanjutnya, emg baik baik aja.
sebelum aku masuk skolah emg kita baik baik aja
tapi waktu aku uda mulai masuk skolah kelas 2, kita jarang ketemu dn bikin kita sering banget brantem
aku berusaha buat kita biar bisa ketemu trus, aku juga ga pengen kita jadi sering brantem gini
aku gatau itu gimana critanya dia smsan sm yg namanya DIN**-....-
aku paling sebel ya, knpa bitch itu bisa bisanya telfon pacar org trus panggil sayang
dan yg paling ironisnya knpa pacarku tercinta, tersayang panggil sayang balik k bitch itu. suck!
trus yg paling menyakitkan, alasannya "ya, buat ngucapin makasih ajalah dia uda telfon aku buat bangunin aku sahur, kamu malah tidur"
sumpah ys dengernya nyesek banget:'(
coba deh kalo ngelakuin sesuatu d pikir dulu, coba ak yg ky gitu gmna prasaan mu, sayang?
plis dewasa ya sayang, jangan egois
di coba deh, kalo mau lakuin apa apa d pikir dulu
di pikir dulu kalo ky gini anet mara nggak ya?
kalo aku bilang gini anet sakit hati nggak ya?
bilang gmna ya biar anet ngga mara, tapi tetep bisa ngehargain dia
sakit sayang, aku ngerasa aku ngga d anggep ada
aku cwe sayang, emang aku sabar, tapi bukan seenaknya juga kamu menari nari d atas kesabaranku
aku tau, apapun yg kamu lakukan aku tetep sayang sm kamu
aku tau, sayangku k kamu gabisa berkurang sedikitpun

but plis don't be like this, plis appreciate me as I am as your girlfriend
is it not enough have all of me?
is it not enough have me as your girlfriend?
am I not worth enough to be your girlfriend?
I'd do my best for you,
I'd fight for you
I'd fight for us
I'd fight for my love, our love
don't make my love, my sacrifice be useless, worthless, insignificant

 I love you- there is no reason, no explanation, nothing to understand, nothing to debate- that's just how I feel

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side. forever and ever.

30 maret 2011
you stole my heart then you keep in your heart
finally jadiaaaan♥
d rumah ku. waktu main k rumah kan dia nya 
gatau kenapa aku dengerin lagunya vierra ~ terlalu lama, yg bikin dia kepancing dn akhirnya nembak aku♥
lagian aku mikir, seminggu di jalanin sm dia, ak emg ngerasa dia istimewa buat aku
setelah berapa bulan aku gak ngerasain jatuh cinta sebenarnya setelah pecundang itu
aku bisa ngerasain itu lagi, bahkan lebih indah♥
dan aku gamau ulang kesalahan waktu itu lagi, itu alasan ku knpa smpai skarang aku masih bertahan, karna aku yakin
jatuh cinta itu susah, apalagi yg bisa nerima kita apa adanya mulai dari yg baik smpe keburukan kita
and my heart say "here's my love, take it. here's my soul, use it. here's my heart, don't break it. here's my hand, hold it and together we will make it forever♥♥♥"
dan aku bilang "iyaa. brarti hari ini kita resmi ya♥"
indahnya saat aku sudah kau tangkap, aku takkan terjatuh d lubang itu. dan kau genggam erat sehingga aku tak akan jatuh. kau juga memelukku, menjaga ku agar tidak ada lagi yang menggangu aku. because when you hug me. I feel save:)
dia jawab "IYAAA DONG:)♥♥♥" dia bangun dari sujudnya, trus dia cium akuu di kening
OH GOOOOOOOOOOD!! beneran ya, aku jatuh cinta lagi
makasih buat sayangku ardhya nuh prananta kamu udah buat aku ngerasa aku di cintai lagi
mudah mudahan, kamu bisa jadi yg terbaik ya
aku janji gabakal ulangin kesalahan ku yg dulu dulu itu buat kamu, janji deh beneraaan ayaang♥

I may not be the prettiest, smartest or strongest, but at least I'm me. and I love you trully. you seems like the best thing in my life♥

28 maret 2011
I promised myself I don't wanna fall in love again, then you came.. and my promise was broken
still remember when you said "you don't need to be their attention, be mine is enough" #melting
he makes me beautiful for the very first time
hari senin itu, kita first date, nonton
aku pertama kali nih, ngerasain k mall sm cwo "istimewa" yg bener bener dari awal brangkat smpe pulang bareng bareng trus, berdua
lagi lagi canggung, makan canggung, jalan juga canggung. but unforgotable moment, apalagi ini nih
waktu mau pulang, d parkiran ak sibuk benerin rambut. smpe akhirnya dia ngeluarin kata kata ini
"ngapain kamu? mau cari perhatian ke orang orang? emg penting? kamu jadi punya ku itu aja udah cukup!"
damn! keras tapi bikin meleleh:3
ih sumpah ya, pertama kali ak d bilang gitu. gmana ga klepek klepek?
smpe ak mikir, dia bener bener istimewa buat aku. tapi apa aku pantes ngarep banget sm dia?
dia begitu sempurna. sedangkan aku? aku bukan apa apa. aku sm dia sperti prince charming dan bebek si buruk rupa. ak juga sadar diri sih. gamau jatuh terlalu dalam, mungkin aja dia hanya ingin mempermainkan ku dengan smua kharisma yg dia punya
tapi yg jelas, aku sudah terjatuh dan belum tau, apakah dia akan menangkapku. atau kah dia akan membiarkan ku terjatuh ke lubang yg sangat dalam dn ga bisa d slamatkan lagi? itu yg aku pikirkan waktu itu

I can’t help myself it’s the way I feel when you look me in the eyes, cause it feels so right have you here by my side:)

25 maret 2011
I liked you since the very first day, when I caught you looking my way, I smiled
setelah 2 hari smsan, akhirnya kita ketemu
dia main k ruma:)
canggung sih dikit, tapi gppa lah
kesan pertama buat dia
* tinggi, kurus, putih, rambut kriting agak gondrong dikit, keren♥
* lucu, apalagi dia memandang mata ku, kadang k arah wajah ku, tapi nggak cuma sekali bahkan kadang lama
* trus waktu dia ngomong, dia slalu ingin mendekatkan wajahnya k arah ku
masi banyak lagi, tapi yg aku harapkan dia nggak bosan dengan aku yg bukan termasuk cwe yg menarik
aku nggak secantik mantan mantan dia, ak bukan model, ak bukan vokalis ak bukan smua smuanya, aku cuma aku. gadis malang yg ga sempurna
tapi ak slalu merasa sempurna waktu ak liat matanya yg sedang memandang ku:')

you said ''hey'' since that day you stole my heart♥

23 maret 2011
when you just say hello and change everything
d mulai dari fb
yang aku tau, dia lelaki tampan yg mempunyai kekasih yg jelita-..-
satu kalimat yg terucap waktu itu "udah punya pacar. pacarnya cantik uuu cocok:3"
CONFIRM!
write at wall "TFR:)"
gada balesan, tapi muncul d tab chat "hai"

d lanjut smsn karna d chat dia minta nomer hp aku wkwk
seru sih, aku juga kesepian gada yg perhatiin, eh tiba tiba dia muncul d kehidupanku
dan waktu aku bilang "ak mau ngelike foto mu sm pacarmu kak"
dia: "like en aja dek.. ak udh jomblo.. jomblo dek.. haha"
dalem hati "AWKAAAY!" #senyuuum
trus dia blak blakan bilang lagi gini "ah, pdkt ma kmu yg lama smpe mantep dulu.. baru pacaran.. #kejujuren"
uh waw!!!!♥♥♥♥
maksutnya apa coba?
kenapa smpe frontal gitu?
I have no idea what he thingking about me-.-
apa mungkin dia kebiasaan ky gitu sm cwe apa gimana
aku baru kenal sm dia aja tadi, blm ada 24 jam tapi dia uda bilang ky gitu
gila aja-..-
aku ga ngerti bisa ngga aku jatuh cinta lagi?
apa dia bisa buat aku ngelupain that jerk?
apa dia cuma jadiin aku percobaan?
apa sebenernya itu pribadinya dia yg suka bilang ky gitu k smua cwe?
I dunno-..-
yg jelas feelin ku waktu itu, aku seneng, aneh, minder. ah smuanya campur aduk deh pokoknya